Burned Out

Im so tired...
tired of work
tired of school
tired of family
tired of friends
tired of pretending
tired of stressing
tired of trying
tired of lying
tired of motorcycles
tired of advertising
tired of coveting
tired of playing
tired of soccer
tired of basketball
tired of drumming
tired of facebook
tired of thinking
tired of driving
tired of sitting
tired of talking
tired of teaching
just plain T I R E D ! ! !

i need more time alone with God. i wish He'd give me like a week or something to just drive somewhere far from any of these things or people and just go retreat. im trying to get my second foot out of the world but the worlds draining all the energy and strength from me. there is so much stress/worry/anger/fear/hate boiling up inside of me and its almost at its tipping point. i NEED God to lift this from me. I know Gods not one of my "subscribers" on blogger but i know hes reading this post/prayer. Please God, you know exactly what i need, give me patience Lord.