Burned Out

Im so tired...
tired of work
tired of school
tired of family
tired of friends
tired of pretending
tired of stressing
tired of trying
tired of lying
tired of motorcycles
tired of advertising
tired of coveting
tired of playing
tired of soccer
tired of basketball
tired of drumming
tired of facebook
tired of thinking
tired of driving
tired of sitting
tired of talking
tired of teaching
just plain T I R E D ! ! !

i need more time alone with God. i wish He'd give me like a week or something to just drive somewhere far from any of these things or people and just go retreat. im trying to get my second foot out of the world but the worlds draining all the energy and strength from me. there is so much stress/worry/anger/fear/hate boiling up inside of me and its almost at its tipping point. i NEED God to lift this from me. I know Gods not one of my "subscribers" on blogger but i know hes reading this post/prayer. Please God, you know exactly what i need, give me patience Lord.

Giving Up or Getting Started?

Havent really been posting up any new things cause ive been up to absolutely nothing! so i decided a couple of weeks ago that school (pcc) just wasnt working out for me so i dropped out and have been just bumming around looking for jobs and just thinking. but me dropping out wasnt really an act of quitting more like trying things differently. ive decided to take a year or two off and work (full time hopefully) while taking classes at art center at night and getting my portfolio together. so i actually start my second advertising class at art center today! im pretty excited cause i heard my teachers really good, and also maybe i can actually start using my creative side again and make something to spark my artsy side again.

on other news i think ive picked up another passion, COOKING! ive been cooking alot these days and i gotta admit its pretty damn good. steak, spaghetti, quesadillas, candied bacon, im starting with the easy stuff. haha but yeah its good and its good cause i gave up eating fast food and soda, its tough and i slip a couple of times but im doing pretty good. no more mcdonalds, bk, carls jr, jack.. etc but those street tacos still get me, i cant give them up just yet!

and MOVIES!


Thor was actually pretty good, alot funnier than i thought it would be. C+/B-


Fast Five was good and bad at the same time, as a regular action movie it was GREAT! but not as a racing movie, barely any racing. C+


i went to go watch this with a friend cause it got 90% but it totally blew! it was horrible! D


this movie is actually kind of old but i just watched it on netflix the other night and loved it! its funny, exciting and real! and also gives me hope that someday ill meet one of my celebrity crushes haha solid B

Krazy Glue Campaign

so for my advertising/graphic design class at PCC were working on making an advertising campaign for whatever product we want and i chose Krazy Glue. We had this project for a good month now and its due in about a week and so far this is all i have...


...absolutely nothing! all i have is a crumpled piece of paper filled with useless thumbnails, hopefully i can pull some miracle outta my butt in the next couple of days. in the meen time here are some glue ads that i thought were really good!

Reverse Graffiti!?

This is amazing. Instead of using paint to tag walls these artists use the dirt on the walls as the canvas and the water as the medium... amazing! They need to come to LA and clean up some of our dirty walls! haha go check em out at www.reversegraffitiproject.com

RUUDE

I cant really put it in words but WE Americans are rude. When i think about my trips to Cambodia, Philippines and Bangladesh i miss the people. I miss how genuine their kindness was. Not the fake kind that you get from going to the airport or restaurant. Back in Bangladesh they knew how to Love one another. Id be embarrassed if they saw how we treat one another here in America. We are all capable of being good kind hearted people, we're just too lazy to try.

and go watch this movie.
GOD GREW TIRED OF US imdb

Dream On

one of these days im gonna be rich (or marry a very rich girl) and buy this watch! more



i love bell&ross

The Pact

So me and my best friend were (past tense) having some issues with some girls so we decided to make a pact. We decided not to get "emotionally attached" to anyone until May 28th. I know its really short but we didnt want to be over ambitious and go for a whole year cold turkey so we're taking baby steps. This is probably the second or third time we had the same pact! haha So right now im super bitter so i thought that i'd list some things i've learned in the last 20 years.

1. Girls are evil.
2. Girls dont know what they want, they only know what they DONT want.
3. "No really, I'm fine." in girl talk really means "I'm saving this one for later fight."
4. Dont go on double dates, if you have to make sure the other guys a prick to his girl.
5. If 8 out of 10 tweets are about how much you hate your bf/gf its time to break up.
6. BEWARE of big sunglasses, they can make a mediocre 6 look like a solid 8.5!
7. Dont be outdo yourself on the first date or else you'll have to live up to that forever.
8. There is no such thing as a perfect couple.
9. Frenching your girlfriend for the first time in front of your whole school is a bad idea.
10. Dont go on blind dates set up by your on of your ex's.
11. Dont talk about how you use to go bowling all the time with your ex when you take your gf bowling.
12. Couple shirts are stupid.
13. If your girl doesnt want to take pictures with you its probably not the best sign.
14. Theres no such thing as a once sided relationship, thats not a relationship.
15. Emo songs start making sense when you break up with your girlfriend.
16. Dont just settle for someone cause youre lonely, you'll just end up regretting it or cheating.
17. Be honest.
18. Its better to be with the "right girl" rather than the "better" one.
19. When youre sprung everything feels like "love", get an outside perspective.
20. My wife is gonna be smoking HOT!


... ladies feel free to correct me if im wrong :)