Thursday, December 2, 2010

Where do you start?

what do you do when the skeletons from your closet come back to haunt you. the deep dark secrets that you thought would never be found are about to be discovered and by the person who'll get hurt the most.i guess you can hide them even deeper and hope whoevers searching for them will finally just stop looking. or maybe you can take the skeleton out of the darkness on your own terms. but when you start to explain, where do you start?

do you begin with talking about how it wasnt your fault and start pointing fingers? or do you start with the empty apologizes and how it'll never happen again? or do you just man up and take the blame that you rightfully deserve and hope, wish, dream, PRAY that the other party will accept you for you and all your past mistakes. where do I start? should i start with all the sins ive committed in my 20 years of life on earth? or should i start with my excuses by blaming the temptations of the world or my peers. can i blame Adam and Eve for bringing the sin into our world? or do i even dare to blame God for giving us the freedom of choice? i wish i could say that i dont regret a thing and that ive learned from my mistakes but the truth is, i do regret, and if i had the chance id take back those mistakes in a heartbeat. but what if i start with the truth, the honest truth. what if i let the truth out and all the darkness that might dwell within it? theres no guarantee that your friends will still be there to support you. or that your parents will ever trust you again but seriously, honestly, legitimately, you/(I) have to let them out. i dont want to be a liar and someone who hides the truth is just another liar not man enough to lie to your face.

God help us

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